I know

I am not sure who I am. I am not sure who I want to be. I am 38 and still don't know the answers to these little questions. (Will I ever?) Here is what I do know...I know I am Beautiful. I know that I am loved. I know I am a great loving wife. I am a wonderful bestie. I am a good daughter. I am tired of being in pain. I am sick of being sick. I want a cure for Lupus. I am tired of being mean to the ones I love the most when I am sick. I know I love my stewie. I know I hate cleaning. I know my faults( to many to mention). I know my heart is over flowing for the love of others. I know I love you all...

                       Love and Peace Becky

Spay Day 2011 Online Pet Photo Contest

Spay Day 2011 Online Pet Photo Contest

10 Things You May Not Know

1. If you asked me my favorite movie. I would have a hard time not saying Titanic.(I know, I know)

2. I don't understand what people see in the Godfather trilogy.

3. I eat pizza with a fork.

4. I have Lupus
5. I have a loud mouth. (maybe you did know that)

6. I have a huge heart for animals and cry uncontrollably whenever I see animal cruelty. I cry every time the ASPCA commercial comes on.                                                                                                               

7. I am addicted to-purses.                                                                                                                             

8. I love baking                                                                                                                                              9. I am a control freak (hence I wont let Billy drive lol)                                                                                    10. I love to read. I am in love with my Kindle 3G                                                                                                                      

FAT

 I’m so tired of people staring at me. 

You’d think I would be used to it by now, but I’m not.

Don’t get my wrong… I can handle quite a bit of staring.  I am fat I know this and have always known this. I actually think some people believe if they point out the obvious it will help me to lose the weight. Its like the old saying "you have such a pretty face if you would just lose the weight." Really. Really.

It’s just that every once and a while I think I’m entitled to a blow-up!

1st blog

Recognize that you cannot change other people. If someone you care about has a problem, don't make it your problem. Just listen and be there.

Love and Peace 

Becky

SERENITY

Footprints

One night I had a dream-- I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord and across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints, one belonged to me and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life, there was only one set of footprints. I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life. This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way, but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. "I don't understand why in times when I needed you most, you should leave me." The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suffering. "When you saw only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you." ...Mary Stevenson Just had to share this with you.